Right now I'm feeling mean today Not lost, not blown away Just irritated and quite hated self control breaks down Why's everything so tame I like my life insane I'm fabericating and debating Who i'm gunna kick around Right now Can't find a way to get across the hate When I see you Right Now I'm feeling strange inside I want to slash and beat you Right Now I rip apart the things inside that excite you Right Now I can't control myself But I fucking hate you! I'm feeling cold today Not hurt just fucked away I'm devasted and frustrated God I feel so bound So why I'd feel the need I think it's time to bleed I'm gunna cut myself and Watch the blood hit the ground Right now Can't find a way to get across the hate When I see you Right Now I'm feeling strange inside I want to slash and beat you Right Now I rip apart the things inside that excite you Right Now I can't control myself But I fucking hate you! You open your mouth again I swear I'm gunna break it You Open your mouth again, By god I cannot take it Shutup, shutup, shutup, or I'll fuck you up Shutup, shutup, shutup, or I'll fuck you up Shutup, shutup, shutup, or I'll fuck you up Shutup, shutup, shutup, or I'll fuck you up Shutup, shutup, shutup, or I'll fuck you up Shutup, shutup, shutup, or I'll fuck you up Right now Can't find a way to get across the hate When I see you Right Now I'm feeling strange inside I want to slash and beat you Right Now I rip apart the things inside that excite you Right Now I can't control myself But I fucking hate you! I fuckin' hate you I fuckin' hate you I fuckin' hate you I fuckin' hate you (shut up) I fuckin' hate you (shut up) I fuckin' hate you (shut up) I fuckin' hate you (shut up) Break some off I am living without you You think everything will be fine I find making it hard to lie Realize nothing is left inside I'm About to break some fucking off Going to lose my mind I'm About to break some fucking off I feel I'm feeling fine I'm About to break some fucking off No it won't be fine I'm About to break some fucking off My lies is going to hurt you My fate not going to wait this time I play, games just to spite you I know, you're going to believe this time I'm About to break some fucking off Going to lose my mind I'm About to break some fucking off I feel I'm feeling fine I'm About to break some fucking off No it won't be fine I'm About to break some fucking off Feel me as I'm laughing Leaving, eating, fucking Hating all this bullshit Maybe I can't stand this Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck I can't stand this Fuck I'm About to break some fucking off Going to lose my mind I'm About to break some fucking off I feel I'm feeling fine I'm About to break some fucking off No it won't be fine I'm About to break some fucking off Off, off, off, off Counting on me Why can't you ever back down? Why can't you just shut your face? Oh god the feelings I feel Would get me thrown in a cage You're the one who's always screaming at me I'm the one that keeps your lives so care free What the fuck more do you want me to be? Why must you do this to me? Run away, I can't see Lead the way, make them pay Counting, on me. Always hoping I'll be There for all of your problems in turn you're never there for me You sucked the life out of me You hate everything you see I can't take this anymore I always stay when I should leave You see the pain in my face While you keep putting me down Inside the rage starts to build You push me I won't go down You're the one who's always screaming at me I'm the one that keeps your so lives care free What the fuck more do you want me to be? Why must you do this to me? Run away, I can't see Lead the way, make them pay Counting, on me. Always hoping I'll be There for all of your problems in turn you're never there for me You sucked the life out of me You hate everything you see I can't take this anymore I always stay when I should leave Could it really be the day, today? Could this really make the problems go away? I'm going to hurt just not in time Right now! - I take in all I can now Right Now! - You've torn us all part Right Now! - There is nothing you can do to stop me Right now x 9 Counting, on me. Always hoping I'll be There for all of your problems in turn you're never there for me You sucked the life out of me You hate everything you see I can't take this anymore I always stay when I should leave x2 Here it comes again Pounding, it starts again Hurting, oh where do I began? Screaming, they dance around my head Hoping they'll maybe end up dead Feeling it ramble, what can I say? Really fucked up again (I feel that I can fight) I can't fucking given in (I feel that I can fight) Can't I ever win (I'll keep it on my mind) Here it comes again! Silent it goes away Patients, oh really should I stay? Trying so hard to get ahead Failure, is often where I'm lead Feeling it ramble, what can I say? Really fucked up again (I feel that I can fight) I can't fucking given in (I feel that I can fight) Can't I ever win (I'll keep it on my mind) Here it comes again! Oh I must hold on Oh I won't be gone Oh I won't stop now Oh I don't know how Why I can't hold on? Why I can't be gone? Why I can't stop now? Why I'm don't know how? Here we go again (again) x7 Feeling it ramble, what can I say? Really fucked up again (I feel that I can fight) I can't fucking given in (I feel that I can fight) Can't I ever win (I'll keep it on my mind) Here it comes again! Deep Inside I'm not doing great I feel like I'm dead Not thinking straight Inside my body, troubled, full of hate I had to let it out before it's too late Deep Inside, It can hide! Feeling so lost and betrayed why does this happen to me everytime Stuck in this place, where I can't escape Screaming and clawing from deep inside Why won't it fade Outside I had to lie; "I'm ok", I hope someday I'll stop getting played I guess this is the life, I have made Deep Inside, It can hide! Feeling so lost and betrayed why does this happen to me everytime Stuck in this place, where I can't escape Screaming and clawing from deep inside What am I doing? I can't believe this I have been hiding Wanting to be less Giving to people, They take from me Always they're bring drama to me Look, look at me now NOWWWWWWWW Feeling so lost and betrayed why does this happen to me everytime Stuck in this place, where I can't escape Screaming and clawing from deep inside I can't stand all this fucking Pain Please god just go away Please god just make them pay... Did my time Realized I can never win Sometimes I feel like I've failed Inside where do I begin My mind is laughing at me Tell me, why am I to blame Aren't we, supposed to be the same That's why, I will never tame This thing that's burning in me I am the one who chose my path I am the one who couldn't last I feel the life pulled from me I feel the anger changing me Sometimes I can never tell If I've got something after me That's why I just beg and plead For this curse to leave me Tell me, why am I to blame Aren't we, supposed to be the same That's why, I will never tame This thing that's burning in me I am the one who chose my path I am the one who couldn't last I feel the life pulled from me I feel the anger changing me Betrayed I feel so, enslaved I really tried I did my time I did my time x4 I am the one who chose my path I am the one who couldn't last I feel the life pulled from me I feel the anger changing me Oh god, the angers changing me x2 Everything I've known Away, I see us going down Today, Hoping in time, We'll bury all this pain And will awake something inside We pushed our buttons far inside We tear our hearts out Then we fight Hey, I know feels like I lost everything That I've known, I cannot survive alone It feels like I lost everything I known Our lives, were good in everyway Too late, time after time Our love just turned to hate but we stayed by each others side We pushed our buttons far inside We tear our hearts out Then we fight Hey, I know feels like I lost everything That I've known, I cannot survive alone It feels like I lost everything I known I keep holding on, I feel I'm where I belong Everytime time we fight, it feels so wrong I feel so enslaved fuck my pride Can we be again We pushed our buttons far inside We tear our hearts out Then we fight Hey, I know feels like I lost everything That I've known, I cannot survive alone It feels like I lost everything I known Play Me Nas: Everybody's an Enemy telling me lies and it's killing me why they all want to get rid of me Everybody's my enemy Several try to disguise the devil in them Wanting to get into my cerebellum but I'm Ready and willing to tell them that I can't f with them Exhale so hard it got my chest swelling like my dick does when watching nikkid women do sick stuff on my porn collection on television Nas: Trust nobody I don't know who to call a friend they all just pretend to be Fuck Everybody this is to all of ya'll cuz everybody is an enemy x2 Nas: Watching my own back strapped in chrome, to my homies where the tombstones at, where the hoes at? Cuz to many didn't act like dikes, hermaphrodites with benzene, amen Look at the trash they biting The life in times is kinda weaker like the time and life of the sandman on Apollo theater imagine that another black with a hook who pulls the wack talent off the stage I'm in raged Nas: Trust nobody I don't know who to call a friend they all just pretend to be Fuck Everybody this is to all of ya'll cuz everybody is an enemy x2 JD: You fill your lies around me and you think you won You feel you can control me with the things you've done JD: You think you can take me you think you can play me you're going to start to hate me I feel that you disgraced me x5 Nas: Trust nobody I don't know who to call a friend they all just pretend to be Fuck Everybody this is to all of ya'll cuz everybody is an enemy x2 Alive I cannot ever find a way to throw these darken thoughts away Need no place to hide It's thrown in my face everyday, Guess that's price I have to pay for what's inside my mind Alive x 8 I am alive I will never run away Places inside My heart screams inside with pride Once I cry Now I wipe away the tears Once I die Now I'm alive Alive x 8 Little things tempt me everyday Cause the pain, that's how I like to play Better not cross that line Voices in my head half didn't say It's something that I can't throw away What's inside my mind I am alive I will never run away Places inside My heart screams inside with pride Once I cry Now I wipe away the tears Once I die Now I'm alive I find my time I'm intertwine I'm falling in this place I thought I left behind x2 (Feeling so alive) I find my time I'm intertwine I'm falling in this place I thought I left behind x2 Alive x 4 I am alive I will never run away Places inside My heart screams inside with pride Once I cry Now I wipe away the tears Once I die Now I'm alive Let's Do this now Run away no where To chicken shit, two face I'm gunna go there The fear I cannot taste You think you got me (you laugh) You're gunna tumble down (you laugh) Keep coming for me (fuck off) I'll drop you on the ground I fuck with no one Until you get into my face Break you now Mercy, I cannot allow Through your face, My fist will plow Watching as your blood pours down Lets do this now x2 You're gunna feel how (alright) I really am with you (you're right) You're going no where (must stop) Don't really know what to do (you're right) It's going to go on (fuck off) Until you run away (away) You can't control me You best do it my way (you won) I fuck with no one Until you get into my face Break you now Mercy, I cannot allow Through your face, My fist will plow Watching as your blood pours down Lets do this now x2 Don't you know that You can pouch me? Don't you know that You can bring me down? Oh my life would be so easy now If you haven't stepped across that line LINE,LINE! Break you now Mercy, I cannot allow Through your face, My fist will plow Watching as your blood pours down Lets do this now x5 I'm Done We are the pain We are the shame We've gone insane Inside where no ones around I am to blame, for everything I like this game, that you all make me play I'm done being there for others They have their pain and so do I Don't need to feel it all over I try to hold on and you bring me down We are estranged We are deranged I can't explain How you all break me apart I am to blame, for everything I like this game, that you all make me play I'm done being there for others They have their pain and so do I Don't need to feel it all over I try to hold on and you bring me down We wait, we hate We try to get away Mistake my pain It has been lead astray I'm Looking around, I drop to the ground Why does it have to end this way Feeling numb, so long Oh God it's just everything It's everything Now I pray for all of them to go away! I'm done being there for others They have their pain and so do I Don't need to feel it all over I try to hold on and you bring me down Y'all Want a Single? Y'all want a single say fuck that Fuck that, Fuck that Y'all want a single say fuck that Fuck that, Fuck that Y'all want a single say fuck that Fuck that, Fuck that Y'all want a single say fuck that Boom Boom Boom Boom What's going on today? We gotta break away We got a problem and I think it's going to make us go down They think we're all the same And always we're to blame For shit I think is lame It's time to stop the game I think it's time to pay for everything you made me say Y'all want a single say fuck that Fuck that, Fuck that (x4) What's going on today? Why must it be this way? We're going nowhere and We're still knocking the need to bow down They think we're all the same And always we're to blame For shit I think is lame It's time to stop the game I think it's time to pay for everything you made me say Y'all want a single say fuck that Fuck that, Fuck that (x4) We are the ones breaking you down We are the hope to drown out your sounds All Across the world you've pick what you found All Across the world you're breaking you down Y'all want a single say fuck that Fuck that, Fuck that shit (x4) Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck Y'all want a single say fuck that Fuck that, Fuck that (x6) When Will This End? Spinning inside rotting away Something inside of me has been taken away Feeling my heart breaking in vain It won't get better now When will this end? I can't seem to get away I feel I'm here so you can play With my head There's nothing I can say I keep feeling like I'm to blame When will this end? Hopeless inside alone as I wait Brewing inside of me enduring this hate Feeling my heart breaking in vain It won't get better now When will this end? I can't seem to get away I feel I'm here so you can play With my head There's nothing I can say I keep feeling like I'm to blame When will this end? The stress is rising and I can't seem to get away from you You're always trying and the lying always shines right thru My God I hate this Always take shit Can I let this go on? Why can't I break this I just take this As this goes on and on End When will this end? (x7) I can't seem to get away I feel I'm here so you can play With my head There's nothing I can say I keep feeling like I'm to blame When will this end? One I can't remember anything Can't tell if this is true or dream Deep down inside I feel to scream This terrible silence stops me Now that the war is through with me I'm waking up, I cannot see That there is not much left of me Nothing is real but pain now Hold my breath as I wish for death Oh please, God, wake me Back in the womb it's much too real In pumps life that I must feel But can't look forward to reveal Look to the time when I'll live Fed through the tube that sticks in me Just like a wartime novelty Tied to machines that make me be Cut this life off from me Hold my breath as I wish for death Oh please, God, wake me Now the world is gone, I'm just one Oh God, help me Hold my breath as I wish for death Oh please, God, help me Darkness imprisoning me All that I see Absolute horror I cannot live I cannot die Trapped in myself Body my holding cell Landmine has taken my sight Taken my speech Taken my hearing Taken my arms Taken my legs Taken my soul Left me with life in hell